It's a thinking week again...
Musical is over. Three years of my life have been spent working hard on something I love, with people I love and it's over. There are new experiences headed my way,yes I know, but it's hard for me to think of my life w/o that same routine. I love routine, mind that I have to mix it up occasionally. I like knowing what is coming next. It's not knowing that scares and worries me to death. That's why I'm trying to fully rely on God.
This not dating thing isn't working. I don't know what I was thinking... I have failed... Not that I've dated, that's not a problem. Trust me I have plenty of commiment issues (the idea is so nice) It's b/c I've put that limit there... it's where all my attention is. It's all backwards.
I sit here w/ tears in my eyes... Things are becoming so real. I really AM growing up. I will have to move out one day. Things aren't going to be this way forever. It's weird. I love everyone so much! That's one constant. Love. From God and family and friends.
People are showing their true colors lately. It's shocking!
I'm just going to be completely random in this blog b/c my brain is that way right now... Usually they flow! haha...
All this senior year stuff is sinking in... I love all my classmates so much! I don't want to leave them... I'm not ready... I was ready at the begininng of the year... but not now... I love memories... I like to collect them... and I don't want to miss any good ones...
About Me
- Lindsey.Beth
- God is working in my life in abundant ways & I long to glorify Him with all of my life. I struggle with it daily, but I'm constantly in prayer for God to give me a heart full of desire for Him and He is! My parents are divorced, but it's a blessing in disguise! I am so blessed, & I thank God for it most everyday! I thank God for allowing me to be able to see all the beautiful things around me, to DANCE (you don't have to be good at it to have fun with it), to hear music, & to communicate with others! God has made me passionate & I'm kind of open to where He is going to lead me next!! I desire teaching girls about Christ! I want to see God capture the hearts of their lives just as he has captured mine! I want to be able to pour into girls' lives like so many have poured into mine, & share with them who Christ really is! Music is a big part of my life. I want to be a mom, and an amazing wife. I believe it will be an awesome experience in which God can teach me so much more about Him. There is so much you can't understand about a mom until you are one, & it is a one of a kind relationship between mom & child! To sum it up, I'm growing & excited to see who God is creating me to be!
1 comment:
It's amazing how when we rely on ourselves to the solutions to our problems, we just seem to screw it up worse than when it started? That's the funny thing about God. He's bigger than you or me, and He's more alive than we realize. Maybe if we really understood what Jesus was talking about and really believed that God can work in incredible ways, we wouldn't be afraid to jump off the ledge, sail past the edge of the ocean, or to dream what hasn't been dreamed. God is real. Love is real. Our love is the evidence of God on earth. Best thing to do is simply to listen in the silence.
Love ya,
Wes
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