Happily Ever After

You know those days when the little things go right and it just makes your day AMAZING? For example, waking up before your annoying alarm goes off, taking a shower AND leaving on time for school! Well... today was totally NOT one of those days! haha... School was fun though, I wasn't there. I was able to visit a couple Elementary Schools and perform songs w/ the Seussical cast for them. But as the day grew longer, my exhaustion (that seems to becoming more of a friend than an aquaintance) began to settle in and the reality of all I had to do the rest of the day was coming to mind. Which only makes you more tired, you know!



Sometimes I wonder why I care SO much about everything and everybody. I mean don't get me wrong, I've hurt people's feelings and talked about someone behind their back just as much as any other high school girl... but I genuinely try not to hurt anyone (even if they aren't aware of it right then). I'm so uptight sometimes though... I love to have fun and let loose, but it's like I'm always the one who chooses to be "the responsible one" or the "party pooper". High school is suppose to be the 'best years of your life', but I don't think it's been all that it's cracked up to be. Maybe college will be my "best years," either way I am happy with what I've learned in the past couple of years. I think I'm just upset that things are finally ending. I'm coming to the conclusion that things really DO end and life isn't always going to be like a movie or a fairy tale. I do know that I will be living Happily ever after with my God in heaven... but sometimes I get done about life. Being positive always helps though, and I have God and He is all I need!



I came [------] <this close to quitting music today. I thought I'll never get all this down, I can't do harmony, or play piano, who am I kidding.! And then I was like... okay Mr. Grumpy Gills let's be a little more negative. I mean when's the last time I haven't been able to pick up something I've set my mind to. So music it is! : )